Changing how eating disorders are understood and treated.

Author. Advocate. Speaker.

Paige Gordon work lives at the intersection of storytelling, scientific curiosity, and systemic disruption. Drawing on her lived experience with bulimia, she advocates for biologically informed approaches to eating disorder research and treatment, with a particular focus on the neurobiological underpinnings of binge-type eating disorders.

She serves on the Board of Directors of the National Eating Disorders Association (NEDA) and on multiple lived-experience advisory groups supporting research studies, grant initiatives, and patient-centered advocacy efforts. She also serves on her local Women’s Commission, where she advocates for healthcare equity and gender-informed policy reform.

Published by She Writes Press distributed by Simon and Schuster

Our Understanding of Eating Disorders Needs to Expand.

For decades, eating disorders have been defined primarily through behavior and psychology—often overlooking the biological factors that drive them.

This gap has shaped treatment, influenced policy, and left too many people behind.

In Searching For Full, Paige Gordon shares more than her story—she is creating a movement toward truth and change.

Her story is a catalyst for advocacy: for research funding, for new treatment models, and for permission to talk about the things we’ve been taught to hide.

It’s a personal narrative designed to shift public understanding and scientific priorities at the same time.

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A lived experience that challenges the system

A New Approach

After more than two decades of living with an eating disorder that few could fully see or understand, Paige brings a perspective that connects lived experience, research, and advocacy.

Her work is not about telling one story. It is about asking different questions, connecting ideas across disciplines, and ensuring that patient experiences are not dismissed simply because they challenge existing assumptions.

By bringing together researchers, clinicians, advocates, and people with lived experience, she works to expand the conversation around eating disorders and the possibilities for understanding and treating them.

Bringing this conversation into the room

A New Perspective on Eating Disorders

Paige speaks to clinicians, organizations, and policymakers about rethinking eating disorder care through the lens of lived experience and biology.

What People Are Saying

“Searching for Full is daring and sometimes devastating, but just as Paige brought us down to the floor beside her, she also holds our hand as we stand up together.”
—Bridey Thelen-Heidel

author of "Bright Eyes: Surviving Our Monsters and Learning to Live Without Them"

“Intellectually sharp and profoundly human, illuminating the complex terrain of recovery with honesty and courage.”

—Yvonne Castañeda

LICSW, author of "Pork Belly Tacos with a Side of Anxiety"

“An important and timely read.”
—Wendy B. Correa

author of "My Pretty Baby"

“Paige shows us how our health care and medical research systems need to evolve so that eating disorders can be fully understood and met with effective and compassionate care.”
—Jessica Scheer

CEO, National Eating Disorders Association

“This book will resonate with anyone who has struggled with the constant chatter of any addiction.”
—Andrea Leeb

author of USA Today Bestseller "Such A Pretty Picture"